my bestfriend buried her mother, and I couldn’t be there.

she’s been infected, some of her immediate family have been in self-isolation, and we’re separated by the micro-lockdown restriction.

it hurts so bad not to be able to be there for her.

at church, we’re rallying to find medication, to find whatever help we can do to help easing people’s burden. and whatever we do, there’s always be another case coming, sometimes with escalated urgency.

this is depressing and i understand there are many many people with worse condition out there. God help them, help us.